Unfaithful - Rihana

Story of my life 
Searching for the right 
But it keeps avoiding me  
Sorrow in my soul  
cause it seems that wrong  
really loves my company

Hes more than a man  
and this is more than love
the reason that this sky is blue 
the clouds are rolling in 
because I'm gone again  
and to him I just can't be true

and I know that he knows I'm unfaithful 
and it kills him inside  
to know that I am happy with some other guy  
I can see him dying

#I don't wanna do this anymore  
I don't wanna be the reason why  
Everytime I walk out the door  
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore 
I don't wanna take away his life  
I don't wanna be... a murderer

I feel it in the air as 
I'm doing my hair preparing for another day  
A kiss up on my cheek  
He's here reluctantly as if 
I'm gonna be out late  
I say I won't be long 
Just hanging with the girls  
A lie didn't have to tell  
Because we both know  
where I'm about to go 
and we know it very well

cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful  
and it kills him inside  
to know that I am happy with some other guy  
I can see him dying
Back to #

Our love 
His trust  
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head  
Get it over with  
Back to#


Why I posted the song? I swear, this song really fit with my situation right now. I actually felt sorry for him, but what could I do, this is the reality. I had to leave him and I hope he can find a better woman than me. Don't wait for me, because I probably will not get back to you. - True story of mine -